So I'm sure a lot of you may be wondering where I've been for so long. That is a very good question. I'm not really sure how to answer. lol

For starters, about a month ago me and the bf broke up. We were together a long time, but sometimes people fall out of love as fast as they fall in love. It's just how things go. So for a few weeks I was...pretty off. I guess I was devestated, and I had every right to be. (We're still friends. But nothing more, nothing less) But instead of staying in the house and mopping about it, I took chances and started hanging out with my friends more. Some of the old, and even a new one.

I would like to say that going out like I was had to be one of the best things I could have done. I even met a new potential boyfriend. Taking things slow, just hanging out. Nothing serious. I'm still not sure I want to really get into something serious right now.

As far as school goes I'm barely passing my Accounting. lol But my OS class is a sinch.

Work still sucks.

I got highlights in my hair, got my eyebrows waxed, got a french pedicure, and I might get my naval periced. No new tattoos or peircings yet, but I'm working on it.

So I'm kinda starting anew. Make over, going out and doing more, less time at the computer and more time in the real world. It was the best way I could move on after the blow that was my breakup.

So it's a new year, and it's a new journal. haha.

Libra - A big promotion is just around teh corner for someone much more talented than you. Laughter is the very best medicine. Remember that when your appendix bursts next week.

Relationship: Still there. Surprised? Me too! Year 4?

Work: I workeed 8 days straight without a day off. It was horrible. I wotk the next four but then I have some days off. Not so bad.

School: Vacation. For the next 11 days.

Social life: eer? lol that goes and comes in between semesters.

Books: Lots of David Eddings currently. Lots.

TV: Heroes...Eurkea...uhm...Heroes.

So I finished another three classes. Business, Accounting and some computer course that I've already forgotten. Works sucks about as much as always. And I totally had to work with a hangover today. lol. It sucked monkey balls. Getting time and a half for it though so it's a raw deal. I was introduced to Talisman last night and wow. I love that game. It's great fun. I should be getting a new tattoo monday, we'll see what happens. lol. I haven't been drawing or dolling or snapping pictures lately. Actually I only just got a camera again because mine was stolen at work some time ago. So yeah. Sucked. But I might try to get back into the habit of finding things to snap pics of. My new obbsession if I haven't said before is Emilie Autumn followed in a close second by Paramore. And of course I loved the Twilight movie. Which surprised me because I didn't really like the Harry Potter movies AS much as the books. But they really did this one justice. We'll see what happens to the next one. Also, 2010 there will be a live action Alice In Wonderland movie directed by Tim Burton with Helena- Bonham-Carter, Johnny Depp, Alan Rickman, Anne Hathway and a few other people. Oh I got a new phone. Oh yeeeeaaaaah. LG Scoop baby. RED. <3. That's about all I have for now. I need to get to bed early. I didn't actually sleep last night, as drunk as I was. Which sucked for me when I had to work this morning. haha. Oh the joys of earning money.

Ugh so I'm sick. I have like no voice at all, and all I do is cough. I've been sick for a week now, but I've only been on antibiotics since like tuesday. I shaved for the first time in like a week I've just been so sick I've not cared. Besides it's been cold so pants as all I'm wearing.

So don't expect any photographs from me any time soon. My camera was stolen at work (not by someone I directly work with but definitley someone from like housekeeping or laundry or something) and I'm not getting a new one until after christmas.

So I got the Twilight soundtrack and I'm so unimpressed it's not funny. I think I like...the one Linkin Park song, Clare de Lune, and the Spotlight by Mutemath. That's...pretty much it. And what's up with Bella's Lullaby? That's supposed to be just a pinao track, riiiiiight? Well they suck. So whatever.

I've been so freakishly busy with school work these last two weeks, on top of working and being sick I feel like utter garbage. I've been trying to take my medicines and get better, but every time I cough I either a) get a runny nose, b) my sides hurt, c) the back of my head hurts, or d) i nearly piss my pants. :-/ or e) all the above! But anyway. I've just nearly finished writting a 27 page business plan for business class complete with five resume's (four until I'm done with the last one), a floor plan, marketing samples (layouts), and a whole bunch of other crap that I just wanna be done with. Then I have to finish my math homework before next tuesday, and I have two tests to take in Business before my text tuesday, then I have one more test to take for local area network concepts class and I'm done with that. But I work ALL weekend so like...i won't have time to do anything of this until monday. That's a fuckton of work. The business plan is due sunday but I have to get it done tomorrow, otherwise I won't have time this weekend.

I've been looking at corsets online. I want one so bad, but like deciding what to get is so hard! I don't want a super sexy one, just something I can wear with a pair of jeans and a lightweight top under it. Overbust, of course. I like black, pink and silver. There's a few I'm looking at, but I'm so damn picky.

I got this cute pair of boots from Wal*mart that were like the only ones left on the shelf and they happened to be my size and I wear them everyday but they are my new pirate boots. like, next time I go to a ren or pirate festival I'm so wearing them. I'd take a pic but...lol

The new Tomb Raider game came out and I'm so adding it to my christmas list. lol. or I'll see f the piratebay has it.

I think this is all I can really think of for the moment, I just remembered I have been on in ages.

Also, Emilie Autumn is my new Goddess. She's so awesometasticle. You must listen to her. She's genious.

/second part to the update.

Alright so yay. The weekend is over. I thought Sunday would be easier because I was trainging some new girl, but I actually have more to do and less time to eat. So Sunday was a very starving day. Saturday was just long. I'll come back to Sunday thought in a little while.

The whole ebay/paypal thing is still confusing. The guy I guess is replying that I should be getting it soon and and all this means I won't be getting my money back AND I'll end up having two of the same one and I'll have to go through the trouble of selling one of them. blah. I'll sell one of them for a lot. XD I bought the second for $92 with shipping. It was priority. So I'm betting I'll get it tomorrow. And as soon as I do I'm going to do Chapter 2 in my Accounting class and chapters one and two of my online class(the one I'm getting two books for), so I'll be caught up/ahead(cause I don't know if I was supposed to do one chapter already).

Alright, so that's that. Now, back to Sunday. It's the usual Sunday ritual that my family goes to breakfast while I'm at work on Sunday morning, then when I get off the first shift I call mom and she comes to get me and we get groceries. Well I called her and apparently there was a small change in plans. We were driving all the way over to New Port Richy to the SPCA and looking at a puppy. As it stands, we now own Havvy, a.k.a. Havoc.

Havoc is a beagle/foxhound mix. She's 1 1/2, and VERY energetic. She's also a lot like Twinkie in her looks and build. But not in personality. She came potty trained, house trained, she can sit, and she's learning real fast not to chew on our things or get on the furniture. But she's not Twinkie. She never will be.

Now I don't hate her. I'm giving her an honest chance. She hasn't chewed any of my stuff, she hasn't peed on any of my stuff. She only got on the bed once and she immediately knew to get down. She loves to play, she's still very, very young...but she's still not Twinkie. I think I get more used to having her around. She also drools all over the place. Something Twinkie never did. We'll see how it all goes.

Twinkie:
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Havvy:
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/end of BIG update pt.2

Alright. I'll have two entries. I wrote this one first mostly about school and life in another blog.

It's been a very long time since I've written any sort of blog at all, let alone this one. But i fear it's high time I do.

Today goes on the list of Worst Days Ever. I got little to no sleep last night. I tried to go to bed early to get some sleep, and ended up taking two tylenol pm to help me cause I wasn't sleeping. Two hours later, I'm finally asleep. I wake again though in the middle of night for reason. I'm groggy and disoriented so i know the TPM is working. EW.

I get up at 9 and I feel like so many tons of dung. I manage to get up and ride by bike up the street to get my hair cut, and then home. When i get home i'm so unbelievably tired.

Let me back up to the day before. The day before I had just one class, but the first bus I needed to take got to the terminal late, so I had to take a different bus and walk a block to the school. I also had to buy books. The website lied about the prices of the books they had so I ended up paying MORE than I could. I paid half cash and half credit card. I went $90 in debt just then. So anyway. I get out of class, catch a bus, go to the bank, deposit what cash I had on me and made a quick payment on my credit card. Yesterday night I had $300 in the bank and $17.56 on my credit card. So I'm ok there. And a plus was that my dad just happened to get to the bank just as I was leaving it.

So then back to today. I couldn't sleep at all during the day. I had four cups of coffee and a bottle of soda. All through work I felt like i was gonna puke, and I had diarrhea all day and I was sweating so bad. On top of that I have nasty blisters on my feet from my shoes, and a sun burn. But this isn't even over. Ok so I'm checking my ebay before bed here, keep in mind I've taken an Ambient, and I'm feeling very disoriented writing this, but apparently a book i bought has to be disputed in paypal because they suspect the guy I bought it from is a fraud or something. So as if i don't have enough to worry about now i got this. I have to go and buy ANOTHER book. I am currently lacking TWO books for one class right now. I think the work is due Sunday night. Oh well, I'm screwed. Oh yeah, oh yeah.

Also, it rained for no reason yesterday. Yeah. Checked the weather. I was supposed to be all nice and sunny with only a 30% cchance of rain. NO! I leave my bike cover at home and right in the middle of work, bright and sunny, it RAINS....on my already rusting bike. grrrr!

I'm getting sick and I work allllllll this weekend. I'm lacking two books, on of them I've just paid for TWICE, and i need some serious sleep. I'm seriously low on money. I have NO idea where my worthless boyfriend is. He never answers the phone when i need him for anything, swear to God.

/End of pt.1